being busy is good... but bein too busy??....

Today was the first day of swimming lessons for my girls but only bells went to her lesson today!. tomorrow will be busy as Hell.... first hailey's swimming lesson, then off to the CDC to get the orientation done and over with back home to cook lunch and then back to the pool for bells swimming lesson !!! Its going to SUCK, i hate being under pressure like that BUT i want my girls to enjoy this summer and go to as many activities as possible!.

Bells first lesson was ok ( after a 20 minute scream / Cry / Bitch fit!. ) She was upset because the instructor was Male!. Well to say she threw a fit is an understatement she broke down crying & hyperventilating so the intrcutor said he would put her into the group with the Female instructor. she was happy after that BUT then came the time were i had to leave the class ( no parents are allowed during the class) and the crying and hyperventilating started again!. i was so OVER her reaction,  that i kissed her forhead and told her shell be fine, tunred around and left!.
She was fine after that ( like always) i dont know why this kid always throws a fit like that!  I am so happy that this deployment is almost over! i need my husband here, i need him to take care of the girls every now and then so i have some time just for myself!.